Tragically So.

If I was to wake up tomorrow,

With a case of the blues,

You wouldn’t even bat an eye.

If I was to crumble and fall,

dying pitifully inside,

You wouldn’t be there for me.

If I was to take a bottle of pills,

In hopes to never see, feel, touch again,

You wouldn’t even notice I was gone.

Inadequate...

Insignificant...

Invisible...

I am nothing...

You tell me.

I’ve got a plague in my heart,

That's tearing me painfully apart.

And I’m more contagious than ever before.

My tears turning to thick blood,

My thoughts screaming at me violently,

Threatening to shatter my delicate mind.

Hearts forever cracking,

Until there’s no more of my heart

Just how you like it

Inadequate...

Insignificant...

Invisible...

I am nothing...

I don't believe it!

I haven’t tried again, trying harder.

Not understanding, Im called a coward.

This isn’t working.

All I see is black and blue, spilling out,

From my every pore.

Tragically so.

I’m burning red,

Too hot for simple minds to handle,

Nothing but a beautiful mess.

Intelligence...

Ignifluous...

Intensified...

Luminescent...

I am light, too!

You wouldn’t even bat an eye

You wouldn’t be there for me

You wouldn’t even notice I were gone

So let’s end this here and now, you and me

It's time I walk away, leaving your hurt behind

This is goodbye